Cliffs
If asked right now if I am happy the answer would be no. All the balls that I juggle in life seem to be crashing down on me and I walk around with the feelings of nausea and panic inside while I try to pretend on the outside that I’m not sinking. My family has been very supportive right now just helping provide distraction and heaping words of encouragement and support onto me. I guess when I can’t hear them over the negativity in my head is the time when I should consider medication. The above statements are not to indicate that I don’t realize that I’m blessed compared to most people on this planet, but this is what I feel blessed or not and I need to make some changes.
I’m not posting this for sympathy just as an acknowledgment that it is what it is and to inspire me to work on fixing it.
And now a picture of my lovely niece biting my sister’s face to distract you from the dreariness of the post.
January 23rd, 2010 at 8:18 pm
I still say that is a kiss! She is more trying to suck my face off than bite me.
We love you!! Let us know if we can do anything to help. We are always up for some low-budget hanging out if you aren’t sick of us yet!
January 24th, 2010 at 12:19 am
This kiss theory would be more believable if she didn’t have your cheek in her mouth. :p I am totally up to low budget hanging out. Thanks for the love and support, I noticed I’m better when I’m not alone too much and am not given time to sit and dwell for too long.